To quote my english teacher... :P
He said this today and, well, what shall I tell you, I think he's so abolutely right...
It was a quite horrible week.
But now, it's over.
At least, it almost is....
Well, what more to tell you...
I thought about destiny this week...
Is there some kind of destiny in our life?
Is there a higher power, that rules over our lives?
Someone who decides "Well, you are going to do this and you are going to do this"
Could this really be true?
Or is the story of our life yet written?
Is there no chance to prevent ourselves from doing the wrong things?
Is there no chance to decide over our lives?
Is everything we do yet fixed?
I don't wanna believe this.
I don't wanna believe that there's no chance for me to do exactly what I want.
I don't want to believe that I can do whatever I want and it would lead to the same point.
I wanna live.
I wanna decide for myself.
I wanna have the chance to change my course of life, if I want to do so.
I wanna have the freedom and the right to chose my own destiny!
Is there anything more...
Well, I don't know...
Today it looked a bit like spring. But it didn't feel like spring. It was cold.. Damn cold.
Did you ever think about becomin' older?
Did you ever think about dying?
Did you ever think about the world that comes after life?
Did you ever think about what happens when the heart stops beating?
Think about it..
P.S: Ich hoffe ihr verzeiht mir mein Englisch.. :P